Saturday, May 22, 2010

Home on the Grange

Again, it is storming. Why is my life so good?

Hold onto your hat. This is going to be a long-winded post. Much to recall.

So, as you can see, I am back after a week of avoiding this activity. That is ok. Being home has been quite good, and quite busy. The first few days of home life consisted of a post-school stupor, and shying away from the wretched, huge piles of clothes on my floor. Bleh. I finally slaughtered those yesterday, and my living space is much more pleasant. Now I can curl up in here with some favorite books and hot chocolate, and wait out the rain so I can plant flowers.It has been weird, though, being away from people and school and my dorm. I miss that room. I knew I would.

Move-out day was so surreal. I'm not even sure I want to think about it. The night before moving out was good, though. After completing my drawing final at about 7:30, I said goodbye to schoolwork, and upon coming back to the dorm, eventually went over to a park in Cedar-Riverside to play frisbee with a few chums. Later on, some of us went to Hard Times one last time, andI got this weird coconut water stuff that was really refreshing. I whooped Isaiah's butt in chess (yes, I had to put that in here), but Mona schooled me in a tedious game afterwards. We left after midnight, and the rest of my early morning was spent hanging out in Mona's room until about 3:30. A grand way to end freshman year.

So now I am here. And it is ok.



The world is so beautiful this time of year. I can't really get over it. Brenna and I took an excursion the other day. We stopped at the new Plymouth library to pick of some paperbacks filled with poetry, then climbed in my van, and drove West. We drove out to Rockford, MN, about a half-hour due west of Maple Grove, out in the rural hills on the edge of Hennepin County. It is a quaint little township, with old cafés and shops and such, but that is not what we were looking for. We drove to the local park, and parked the van in front of some big old houses, brimming with childrens. The scene was almost too classic for a nostalgic person such as myself. A mother sitting on the front porch, watching the work go by, while her kids played in various yards, on bikes, trikes, and whatever else. A girl about 11 years old, strolled down the sidewalk, reading some adventurous novel, I'm sure. Brenna and I felt a little out of place, so, without further ado, we grabbed our books, blanket, and other supplies, and moseyed into the park across the street.

The park was a vast field with old trees scattered about, and a playground in the distance. A couple was setting up an ice cream stand by the sidewalk, so maybe there was a baseball game going on later. We headed straight for the woods, because on the way in, we had driven across some river that ran through those woods. After reassuring me that the wood ticks would not have my soul, Brenna led the way down the grassy path, into the tree line along the edge of the river. The South Crow River, as I later found out it was called, looked like something out of a Mark Twain novel. The lush forest glowed green and ethereal on the banks, the water sparkled, ducks flew down the middle of the river, hovering just a few feet above the water. Gnats hung in their little clouds, shimmering in the low sun. Sticky wild geraniums lined the banks, accompanied by bunches of ivy and dandelions. A vine with a little pink ribbon tied to it looked like an adequate swinging rope, marked for later use. An abandoned bobber hung from a branch high over the river; a memory of some unlucky fisherman. The sun filtered through the leaves as if through a silken sieve. I almost expected a crudely-fashioned raft to come floating around the bend in the river, manned by a Minnesotan Tom Sawyer and crew.

Brenna and I sat on our blanket on the dirt path, read a few sonnets, quirky poems and monologues, and gradually packed up, because the mosquitoes were finding me, and it was getting later. We strolled back to our car, having dubbed that place one of the prettiest hangouts around. That is our summer mission--to find the most beautiful place in our area. Not sure how we're going to decide, but I won't worry about it.

We drove back along those winding country roads, past cemeteries, ranches, white-steepled churches, and fields of green and gold.

A good day.


The rest of my week was rather uneventful. Linus has been his weird, stubborn self. I have taken up the role of fun-but-discipline-enforcing-Nazi-friend. Something like that. We love each other, but I am letting him know who's boss. He is a happy-go-lucky fellow, and is currently snoozing downstairs to some Simon and Garfunkel on vinyl as the thunder rolls by. We got him a kiddie pool this week, and he gradually worked up the courage to put all four feet in and splash around. In this kind of heat, he will really appreciate it.

Oh! I declared my major this week! Thought you should know that. It was weird going back to campus, but nonetheless, I am glad I got that over with. I am now officially and art major! Huzzah!

On Wednesday, I believe, Carla and I had a ruckus of a day. We got up at 6, got ready, and headed to Bethel University so she could take her writing final. Then we galumphed over to Starbucks, took in some much needed caffeine, and drove over to Dinkytown and the U campus. Both of us had never been in the Bell Museum of Natural History, so we moseyed about in there for about an hour, then hung out in our car until 11. Going into the mall, we eventually met Rachel, Sarah, Lucie and Noah for a post-school picnic. Twas a good time with good food and good people. There were junior highers everywhere for some lame tour event, and we taunted them by playing frisbee in the wet grass. Whahaha.

I am now stage managing for the CB Productions Show of Wuthering Heights. It's a bit weird, being back in my old position--a bit like going back in time. Not sure what I think about it yet, although I am excited. Auditions were the last two evenings, and callbacks are on Monday. So we'll soon see who I'll be spending my month of July with :)

Carla was just sitting here next to me on my bed, reading poetry as I blogged. She made some fantastic stovetop popcorn, and brought it up to share. Today I just glorious. It's glorious because it is dark. Dark and gloomy and cozy. I am so happy. It's supposed to storm all week, too.


BLISS.


I think I will go excavate these popcorn hulls out of my face now.


To infinity and beyond with ye.



Songs of the Week:

Mr. Tambourine Man by Cloud Cult

A Place by Cloud Cult


Thursday, May 13, 2010

It's raining on the mountain now, my love.

Today is my last full day of freshman year. I'm not sure what to think. Sure, home will be exciting, but leaving this places where so many memories have taken place, well, being the nostalgic fool I am, this will be extra difficult. It baffles me as I thnk about the times when I wasn't sure how this place could ever be home. Surprise. So, yes, I'm feeling a bit melancholy.

I was just dinging around in my room this morning, when a spectacular clap of thunder jolted me out of my sleepy state. It was absolutely pouring out. Oh, storms! How I adore ye! I made some hot chocolate, and read in my Blue Like Jazz book while sitting the in windowsill, watching the poor families in the parking lot moving their kids' stuff out in this drippy mess. Thankfully, I am moving out tomorrow, which is supposed to be lovely. And as I was sitting there, I listened to this random old-old-oldies station i just happened upon, and they played three songs in a row about rain. Yes, they're local.

I am so near to being done, it's scary. I just have to finish Rachel's portrait for my drawing final tonight, and I am as free as air.

These last weeks seem surreal. A lot has happened, but I barely remember it all. Linus and Co. came to visit my chums and I here on the river flats, which was pleasant. I went home a few times, to hang out, and to work. I made petit-fours with my French project partner, Chelsea, which was very funny. Cooking at school is downright ridiculous. I will be so glad to have our own kitchen next year.

Ok, this is about the 5th song in a row they've played about rain on this station. Someone is feeling literal.

Oh man, by this time tomorrow, I will be packing to go home. Ugh, I am just not sure what to think of that.I mean, yeah, sure, I am excited! Absolutely! I just can't let go of things easily.


Perhaps I should think about jotting down another list of what I want to do when I go home. Ok.

-have picnics
-bike!
-play with dog(inevitable)
-do art. a lot.
-upcycle something
-READ
-watch movies. a rare treat.



ooook. Now the DJ on this station is singing "It Ain't Gonna Rain No Mo'" in his dorky Midwest accent. Sound more I "It Ain't Gonna Rai. No,Moe." And there is somehow a banjo in the background.

This music would be perfect if I was sitting on my rickety front porch under a tin roof, in a crudely carved wooden rocking chair somewhere in the Ozark Mountains. And I would wear one of those big floppy hats, cuss through my gap-toothed face, and blow smoke rings out of my ears. I would sip just my cup o' joe, and go on in the shanty to fry up some eggs and salt pork on the griddle. I'd hike up my overalls, put on my boots, and me and my coonhounds would take us a stroll through the rainy fors't and check on the trapline. We'd mosey down the crick, eat some crawdads, an' go'on back to the shack an' wartch the light rain warsh the winders.

That is how rain should be enjoyed.


I used to go down the the Lake of the Ozarks in southern Missouri with my family almost ever year when my grandparents used to live there. Now my aunt and uncle live on the lake, and I am determined to go pay them a visit, and mosey into Arkansas to see the green, glowing mountains. I think that'd be nice.


Well, I should mosey on down for lunch. Got some werk to git dun.


Cheers.



Song of the Day:

It's Rainin' on the Mountain Now, My Love by some happy hick.


Monday, May 10, 2010

Studying with ghosts.

It is a dark and stormy afternoon. I have meandered about campus today, studying and exploring on and off, wandering around in the misty weather, searching out new nooks and crannies in which I can hide myself. It's been a lonely day, but I think I need it. Rachel is in Chicago, so this morning, I woke up at 11:30, got dressed, moseyed down for a UDS brunchy thing, and packed up to face a full day of studying French. Yes, it is finals week. Only four days left for me. OH MAN.

Anyway, I clomped across the bridge with my probably 15-pound backpack, and settled in The Cube with some Starbucks and my homework. My headphones broke a couple weeks back, which was very sad, but I suppose I should take a break from stuffing music into my head.

After sitting in said Cube for about two hours, I grew restless, and went into the bookstore to buy an eraser, neon yellow pencil, and graph paper notebook. I didn't really need the last two items, but I figure I can ding around with them when I need to just vent my crazy, pent-up studying anxiety on them.

To also calm my agitated self, I tromped down to the Whole in the bottom of Coffman, to wedge myself on the floor between a couple of empty leather chairs, and read through the book of Esther, which I have been thinking about lately. That book doesn't mention God once, but you can tell He is hovering in the background, protecting His people, and dishing out wisdom to those who need it. It calmed me down, which was a relief. Over to my right, a guy and a girl were recording themselves for their ASL final on her laptop. I could tell they were a little embarrassed, so I made sure never to look their way, and they seemed OK with that.

After my reading wrapped up, the next step was to go wandering about campus, and I decided it would be pleasurable to try and locate the Bell Museum of Natural History over near Frat Row. Visiting dead, musty, stuffed animals seemed like a worthwhile pastime for a dreary day such as this. I bussed and walked over to the building, only to find out it was closed on Mondays. I sort of expected that, but nonetheless, I hung out in the mini forest surrounding the museum, took a few pictures of wildflowers and the moose and wolf sculptures outside, and moseyed on.

Eventually I found myself in the Mall, wondering there I should go and take shelter from the rain. I looked towards the end of the expanse, and noticed a single door on the end of Northrup Hall was open, something I didn't see often. I have never been in Northrup. It seems like some sort of ancient fortress on campus, full of fanciness and eerie wonder, and, according to campus legend, at least one ghost. Now, I don't believe in ghosts, but nonetheless, the thought adds to the spooky atmosphere. Yes, I was drawn to the door, and as I walked in, I felt like Maurice in Beauty and the Beast, walking into the Beast's castle after encountering wolves (which, I daresay, I did meet some cast iron ones about a half hour back), and in from the rain. The entry hall was long, dark, and musty, and not a soul was in sight. I sat down on a bench against the wall, and took in this mausoleum-like edifice, and in looking up, discovered there were little tables on the third floor, looking out through the two-story windows overlooking the mall. So, i made the executive decision to take on the staircases with my behemoth of a backpack, and slowly made my way to this table. The view is highly enjoyable. I feel like a guest in a castle. For a while, the only sounds I could hear were various boomings and creakings coming from the bowels of Northrup, and the occasional plebeian exiting into the cold. But aside from that, basically no one was around. That is, until a group of about twenty students decided to plunk themselves down in the lobby to have a pizza party. Seriously. And their voices carry so badly in this stone place. Oh, well. Eliminate them, and the magic will be restored.

Lucie has come to join me now, and we are eating apples and oatmeal here on the third floor. We peeked through the little peepholes in the door windows to the auditorium, and that looks like a shmancy place. I probably won't go in there for a while, though.


So, I suppose it's back to studying. I am so full of coffee and apple and salad and peanut butter cookies. Bleh. It is not the most comfortable of days, but it definitely a good one, still.


I will update you on other recent doings later. For now, let us live in the now.


Peas haute.




Songs of the Week:


Let Go by jj

Orion by These New Puritans